Caffeine Diary

i know that i usually felt a bit less 'out-of-control' w/ the breathing, or in this case difficulty-thereof, just by being in a place that they could take over for me if it became too much.. and having the care level from the ICU being as it is, i knew that at any point i could not cope, they'd not let me suffer too long b/f they took over....
and yes, i've been on full life support b/c of my asthma before...

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